Saturday, 20 May 2017



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Tak usah kau tunggu kata-kata indah
Aku itu sedang berdarah, lemah, memilih menyerah pada gundah
Aku rasa hatiku patah

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Aaah kau, sok kalah pada rasa yang selalu serakah!!!
Berhentilah menjalarkan gundah
Berpura-pura mengerti arti kata menyerah
Dan jangan bodoh
Kau tahu - Hati itu darah... iya tak patah

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Sialan... aku ini sedang sedih
Hiburlah dengan sedikit welas asih
Bukannya menghunus-hunuskan logika
Pada rasa yang sekarat kehilangan asa




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Lalu apa??  Kau mau mengistirahatkan logika
Membiarkan iya mati suri oleh asa yg memang sudah tak lagi di sana
Namun sampai kapan? Kau tahu hidup terus berjalan
Alam terus menyajikan keindahan-keindahan

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Aaaah aku memang masih berduka
Namun Logika ......tetaplah di sana
Bantu aku melepaskan rasa yang tinggal asa
Bantu aku mencabutnya dari akar jiwa
Agar rasa baru dapat menerpa dan menggantikan asa usang yang melegenda


*pictures are not belong to me



Sunday, 14 May 2017

After months receiving request from my father to visit my aunty in Cianjur, finally I made it through a quiet long detour. After went home for my foster grandpa funeral, I was heading back to Java Island not to directly going back to Tangerang but to Cianjur. Beside silaturahim, my visit to Cianjur is to, hopefully, get a broader inside about how life is in this city.

Cianjur is not too far from Jakarta, it takes just 3.5 hours from Rambutan Bus station. Yet, my journey was taking too long, 10 hours from Merak to Cianjur. It is because the bus take too much stop and detour as attempt to get more  for passanger.  The normal time should only be 6 - 7 hours. If you want to visit Cianjur from Merak I would like to suggest you to take transit in Rambutan and then take Marita to Cianjur.
Bypass Cianjur. Photo from DiCianjur.com

Anyway, being satelite city of Bogor, Cianjur has a chill weather and not much of air polution.  Entering the city at almost dawn, I can feel that the society still live modestly. At this time still not much of society going out to do too-early business like in Tangerang or Jakarta. Seems people are still sleeping nicely on their bed. I can say, Cianjur greeted me with two positives lifestyle show.

However, I would say the lifestyle my aunty and her family do might a little bit uncommon for most people. So it is not a depiction of generalize Cianjur society lifestyle.

Around 4.15 am people wakes up and go to mosque for early morning prayer. I clean up and  pray at home. After my uncle and his children come back from mosque, I, my aunty and my uncle sat in living room and enjoyed the morning talks.
It was about updating what we are up to, what's for the next couple years and of course the talk about marriage- they offer to introduce me to their friends. But lets skip this part. 😂

From our morning discussion I learn that Cianjur is now slowly changing into industrial region. Several factory producing international brand has start their factory operation in Cianjur thia last few years and more to come. Many farmfield are converted into factory. People are moving their hope from selling harvested crop to monthly wage from those factory. Cianjur is urbanizing.

I asked them what most people in the neighbourhood do for life. Teachers are the most common profession. Even the non education major also join the force. Second is business owner (small scale industry). Another one is farmer, but mostly in the subdistrict of Cianjur, in the downtown side.

I dont like the fact that people is leaving farmer profession to pursue job as manufacturing worker. What's the difference from Tangerang society??

PT Pou Yuen Indonesia, Shoe Factory in Cianjur. Photo from Detik Business

It is sad to give up to the fact development means industrialization. Even Cianjur which the area is hilly, manufacture are still  considered it very tempting to develop their factory here. It is considerably good for developing country where the government wants a continueing flow of investment. But, the growing number of this manufacturing would also means the coming of job opportunity which lead to growing demand  on output of machinated human from our education system. People who would rely on their source of life to their salary from manufacture,. The salary is, then, used to by rice. The rice that used to come from their own paddy field but probably sold to pay their education fee. This education is considered paramount to fulfill the requirement to join the manufacture.
Amd finally society would realize that life is not as easy as it use to be when they still wat from thwie own paddy field and vegetable farm. That working for manufacturing is the only chance to survive for its where you can get money to by food.

Life is hard here.

Saturday, 6 May 2017

Dua hati berdera menuju belantara.
Bersama beriringan namun tak seirama


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Duhai hati yang menemaniku di perjalanan ini
Aku terjebak memori

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Duhai hati yang mengembara sedari tadi
Genggam tanganku dan mari berlari
Kita ciptakan memori kta sendiri


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Aku tak suka belantara
Terlalu banyak dia

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Hi Belantara
Ku tapaki kedamaianmu bersama dia

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Aku benci udara belantara
Sesak dadaku dikepung memori akan aroma indahnya

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Duhai udara belantara
Biarkan ku simpan aroma tubuhnya di dada


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Ah deru air, sentuhanmu dingin
Semakin membekukan memori yang tak ku ingin

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Wahai gemericik, sejuk sentuhanmu mengundang syukurku
Atas rasanya padaku

Satu hati dalam diam merana
Satu lagi dalam tenang merajut rasa 
Satu hati terjebak rona memori
Satu lagi terhuyung - huyung merangkai kenangan di hati